Fuck this...

I'm still awake, and i have no idea why - my sleeping pattern is ever so slightly fucked up these days, and i just don't feel tired at all (until i've been up for about 3 days straight, anyway, then i'll just pass out wherever i am at the time )

When i spoke to Colin on MSN earlier (*checks* around 2am) he said he would "stab my eyes out with a fork" if i didn't sleep - got those forks handy then Colin?

I definitely need to do something, and soon, or else i'm going to be no good to anyone at all - all my thinking seems to be focused on one thing, all the time, and i can't make my mind up what i need to do about it, but i'm hoping (like i always do, taking a back seat with my own life) that it will sort itself - will have to wait and see i guess

Bah, i'm going to get some coffee - no point in sleeping now (and if i end up out in the Cathouse tonight, i'm going to be awake for all of 5 minutes, then i might just fall asleep in those comfy new seats of theirs)

So, coffee it is...